Wednesday, November 17, 2010

Stand Up Speak Out

The big lesson learned
The big lesson I learned was during my middle school year which came and hunted me down in my high school year. And that was my “best friend” and her name was Antoinette Hendrickson. During my middle school years my best friend and I who have a lot of fun and make each other laugh and good shopping on the weekends but then came middle school drama and it always had to be between me and her. All because there was a girl who name was Heaven Jones and she would go back and forth between me and Antoinette ad say how I would talk about her and then tell me how she was talking about me but remind you we was young and when we heard someone was talking about us we would stop talking to each other without asking one other if it was true.
 We both knew that it was childish and really dumb but it was the fact we just didn’t have heart to ask one other if it was true and heaven Jones was basically getting what she want and that was us not talking to each other. And at that point I really didn’t care if she wasn’t my friend or talking to me. Because I wasn’t at school to have friends and plus I had more friend besides her but the different was that was my best friend. Plus at the end of the day I knew she would come back and try to talk to me because her and heaven wasn’t as close as we was heaven was just the trouble maker in are friend ship. Antoinette was the type of friend that would pick anyone over are friendship and to me it was like hey if I knew if it was time to fight or anything she wouldn’t have my back like I would have hers and she probably would ditch me but I tried to see over that because I knew I didn’t need anyone to help me or have my back it was just a though.
I knew at some point me and my best friend Antoinette would end up really stop talking and fighting all because she is very messy and very childish and let small things hurt are relationship. And soon came that day one day in the summer she texted me saying how she heard from a few people how I was talking about her and I told her if you believe that your dumb because I don’t talk to anyone I keep to myself. Then she said we going to fight so be ready because I’m coming up to yourself and we going to fight and I told her come on because I’m not scared of her and all  that’s going to happen is she going t get beat up because she can’t fight. Then when it was after school she came and we fought all because she still o the childish stuff.
 After that day my lesson learned was to very trust females because they would turn on you for the dumbest stuff. And now I stay to myself and I may say hi and bye to females no long conversation because I feel that there no need for that. Some people might think I’m mean but I learned from experience  and I just know that best friend experience is nothing I want to happen again to me

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